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Ginny🎀📚's avatar

This is too beautiful to have just two likes❤️😭 never stop writing please😭

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Sanya's avatar

Omg thank you so much🥺❤️

Substack does make us all feel underrated.

I just published the chapter 01 of my novel.

I'd really appreciate if you took out the time to read it. I loved your writing too!

Would definitely love a review from you

https://www.wattpad.com/story/395377286-misery-of-june

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Madzz's avatar

Why is this so relatable?? I'm crying.

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Sanya's avatar

Oh dear🥺❤️I'm so sorry you had to go through such pain. Sending loads of love

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Mathias's avatar

Everything will be fine, hope in love, the past is gone but a lovely future will unfold, just hold the line.

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Amal Shah's avatar

Comparison is the fuel, that keeps you dissatisfied with where you currently are.

Ill keep an eye out for your growth.

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Sanya's avatar

Bitter truth but can we do anything about it?

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Joelle's avatar

I love your writing—like I said before, it’s so riveting

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Sanya's avatar

Thank you for your kind words Joelle❤️❤️🥹

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After the storm☔️'s avatar

Perfect!

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Sanya's avatar

Thank you love❤️

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connie's avatar

i don’t even have the words...this made me tear up. it’s like you reached into my chest and put everything I’ve ever felt into a poem. the jealousy, the grief, the why me. you captured it all. thank you for being brave enough to say what so many of us are scared to. i’m rooting for you so hard. following your novel and sending you the biggest hug. you’re not alone.

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Sanya's avatar

This made my day. I'm so glad that it resonated with you.😭❤️

And I'm sorry love that you had to go through it.

Much love

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Touching Stars Until Morning's avatar

At any age, I think this is just… I feel it. I feel it from when I was a teen until now. These questions, you put it into words and I thought it would overwhelm me, but the questions, while personal and individualistic have become communal catharsis in this setting. Thank you, I think you’ve made my day that much better by speaking truth in such a beautiful way.

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Sanya's avatar

Thank you dear and I'm sorry you had to go through all of that.

You made my day with your comment.

Honestly, this comment section has made me realize that I'm not alone.

Much love. And would love to be mutuals❤️

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Touching Stars Until Morning's avatar

I feel you. I feel the same way about not feeling as alone as I used to. I just posted a piece after experiencing harassment against from my mom because I realized I needed to start speaking my truth and be honest. The more I hurt, the more I realize how others probably feel. We need to be there for each other. And we do that really without even trying, just by existing in this space together <3

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Allen Kwon's avatar

This is not self-pity. This is a reckoning. And it deserves to be witnessed.

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Sanya's avatar

Thank you Allen, grateful for your presence here❤️

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Castaway On A Sea Of Love's avatar

“You can earn money

But how do you earn your long lost childhood?

How do you bring back those moments when you could’ve said,

“I don’t like the way you’re touching me”?”

Indeed. Our question should not be what we can get, it’s what we can get back that matters.

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Sanya's avatar

You've put it Beautifully

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𝚗𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚞˙ᵕ˙'s avatar

sanya you’re amazing with words🥹 and wow ive been there so many times and it’s so hard to get out of that mentally </3 wrote it perfectly. you twisted the knife lowkey

buttt somewhere in my journey i worked hard as hell not to stay feeling that envy. so i relate endlessly to you

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Sanya's avatar

Thank you so much nanou❤️

And I'm sorry you had to go through that😭

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Tumininu's avatar

I’m so sorry you had to go through that.Stay strong princess

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Sanya's avatar

Thank you. Means alot🥺❤️

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DrGoodChild's avatar

Keep writing, dear brother. You’re phenomenal!

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Sanya's avatar

Thank you and same views for you❤️

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Unforgotten Books's avatar

Ah, painfully beautiful!

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Sanya's avatar

Thanks❤️

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Jay Wilcox's avatar

“How do you get better at these?” I feel this in my bones. Thank you for this.

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Sanya's avatar

I'm glad that you liked it❤️

And I'm sorry that you have to go through this.

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Mathias's avatar

We all have trauma, the only escape door is love

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Sanya's avatar

I can't get united with the man I love

What do I do 🥲

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Mathias's avatar

You continue to love, the best thing that happens to you isn't your man but love, you might not have him, but love should always remain with you

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Sanya's avatar

Damn stop making me hopeless🥲

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Mathias's avatar

It's tiring, but what choice do we have but to love, be honest love is the only path worth walking, we walk the path that will hurt the most

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Sanya's avatar

You can be my therapist

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Mathias's avatar

Lol, we all need eachother and love is what binds one to another, so if I'm to ever give a word of encouragement to anyone that would be always be in love

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Mathias's avatar

Lol, we all need eachother and love is what binds one to another, so if I'm to ever give a word of encouragement to anyone that would be always be in love

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